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SRJC

2012-02-13T17:11:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK!
Mwahahaha~~

Well, I've posted to SRJC (:
So far so good!
Life is great there despite the fact that I don't really know Hougang area well :x

But oh well!
My CG mates are great (except a few kp people)
My OG mates are great (except some people don't really interact with us)
But overall, ITS AWESOME!!
Hahaha!
But to think of it,
it's a small world afterall!
Some of the CG mates apparently knew someone I know/related to!!
Like a cool!!

Anyway,
I didn't regret choosing JC life.
Just mug hard for 2 years,
and I can enjoy my life (:

The only regret I have now is not being able to know HIS name!!
RAWR~
It's been 16 days since I left the job,
but... *sigh*

It's ok!
There's more SG(s) in school :D
Alright, shall end my post here (:

Back in 2012!

2012-01-22T22:15:00.001+08:00

Finally I'm back (:
Hmmm..
Its been a SUPER long time ever since I've been blogging,
but I dunno why,
suddenly feel like blogging :x

It's 22 January 2012,
tomorrow is gonna be Chinese Lunar New Year,
but I'm so not looking forward to it tho..
No mood for it :x

Since nobody really visit this blog anymore,
so ya..
I'm not to be blamed for that tho..
There's O level that I have to study for,
an after that,
I had gotten myself a job at Fairprice in Ochid Country Club.

Didn't regret going there tho (:
Cause there are SHUAI GE(s)!
LOL!
Worked there since 28 November 2011.
Haha, planning to work till 27 January 2012 (:
That makes it 2 full months :D

Actually..
I kinda like this job,
there's people who can bring me laughter,
until 1 January 2012,
everything changed..

Shan't elaborate it since it ended at 18 January :x
To be honest,
I not sadded over it,
instead I'm kinda relieved?
Yea, maybe..

Okay,
it may be a lie that I'm not upset,
but actually I'm more disappointed,
he lied..
He cheated..

But oh well~~
Everything is over (:
Plus the fact that there are more SHUAI people!

Anyway, shall end my post here (:
Will update here soon!!

Hi and bye (:

2011-05-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

Lalala~~
From the above photos,
you guys should know what's been keeping me from updating the already dead blog.

School life is getting stresser as the day pass.
O level is approaching,
and I've not prepare anything yet :x

Dammit,
Physics SPA is over,
but Chemistry and Biology practical is still waiting for me D:

Gosh!
I should be studying by NOW!!
Shall go now!

Hmmm..
Guess I won't update this poor blog until O level is over,
no matter how much I'm going to miss it (:

BullShit!

2011-02-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

Today is sucha suck-ish day!
FML!

Is like seriously!
I've booked the schedule earlier than the others!
1-4 people I still can do my work in peace.
5-6 people I still can tolerate.
>7 people I might as well leave.

So practically went home to complete my so-called assignment.
But seriously, there were about 12 people in the lab!
With only 1 hour,
the teacher would probably spend 5 minutes on each person.
Plus the fact that they kept wanting his attention,
how am I suppose to ask the questions that I seriously don't know?!

At the sight of seeing 2 extra people I'm already pissed off.
As I continue with my work,
I was trying hard to ignore the noise created.
But as another group came,
I knew that I confirm can't concentrate.

As I predicted previously,
I totally can't concentrate,
so asked one person to keep quite,
and that guy thought I was threatening him _|_

Since I can't concentrate well,
plus the fact that the teacher don't even have time to explain,
I might as well leave.

That some other guy asked me "WHAT IS MY PROBLEM!"
If only I never give them face,
I would practically scream out that it was them!

He should know his own ability!
If he can't teach such a big group,
what for asking so many people in?

Can't he check his own schedule?
Or even inform whether there are additional group mate?

SERIOUSLY
If that is the case,
I swear I won't be going down for the consultation anymore.
For I see no point in it anymore!

Alright,
shall end here..

Busy week!

2011-02-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

People, I'm BACK!
Hohoho!

Anyway,
this week is really busy for me:
Monday is Valentine's Day
Tuesday is Total Defence, which had to stay back for Amaths supplementary.
Wednesday has Taekwondo in the netball court D:
Thursday has Physics Lecture.
Friday will be having English test, Physics supplementary and NPCC D:

Seriously,
I think I've coop Secondary 4 life style quite well?
Because I've been doing my homeworks nowadays..

Most importantly!!
MY PHYSICS HAS IMPROVED!!
From a single digit to a double digit! (:

Well, even though it still failed,
but this time round I really can see the improvement.
This proves to me that I must work hard to achieve my goal (:

Anyway,
nowadays too focus on studies that I hardly have time to use my computer.
Unless I use my I-touch to online in Facebook.
So makes it more impossible to update this blog...

However,
school life is getting more and more boring!
Especially after lesson time D:

Staying back day after day.
With different purpose each day...
SAD LIFE

But now find it super stress.
Because O level is approaching when every single day has past..

Well, super don't like a lot of people in school as time pass..
Maybe there is some problem with me..

Hmmm..
Shall end off this post with some pictures,
and off I go to do my homework! (:

Took these photos at the army museum (:

22.1.11

2011-01-22T14:07:00.000+08:00

LOL!
Had S1OC on the first week of the school.
But now is like..
I forgot =.=

Hmm..
Kinda miss 1H'11 now D:
They are bunch of fun people! (:

Back to lessons.
And they are bored!
But I'm now more attentive in class (:
Homework handed up (mostly) on time already :D
*PROUD*

Life as usual,
nothing special is going on.
But I seriously HATE ****..

How how how?!?!
when they need you,
they'll come find u.
But when they don't,
they'll just kick you to one side..

Studies dropping,
so needa catch up on a lot of works..

Suddenly find myself change a lot after having an aim.
This proves that having an aim can motivate someone (:
Which is good :D

Anyway,
shall end my post here.
Gonna mug super hard this year.
And next year will be having a small break :D

Stressed D:

2011-01-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

Live is way more boring and stress in Sec 4.
I miss Sec3 life.
Well, Sec1 life I MISS YOU!

Hmmm..
Homework are stacking up as high as the sky.
But now I have aim (:
I wanna go to Singapore Poly and take Human Resource Management with Psychology :D
And guess what?
The cut off point is 13 D:
So THIS will be my motivation.

Guess I'll need someone to coach me Physics.
I serious don't understand any single bit D:
And for my English, I also need score at least a B4.

My Chinese score has already demoralized me.
I've got a B3.
Yea, you guys may say its good.
But for my oral is a distinction.
So means can get at least a A2 D:
Gonna improve in my writing skills then,
WORST!
My comprehension ain't that good at all D:

Well, SS and Geography also need mug now.
At least a B3!
Well, as usual, both Maths an A1.
So means that either my combine science or Physics MUST get at least a B4.

Yupp!!
Have set my target!
So I'm gonna work towards it!!

So what if its unlucky 13?
Number 13, HERE I COME! :D

And from now on,
I'm going to clear my homeworks.
Great composition, comprehension, geography, etc..
But the only thing I can't do is still PHYSICS!

Alright people gonna go now (:

01.01.11

2011-01-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hope I'm not late :x
Before anything,
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

난 슬픈 인생을 가지고 D:

Guess what?
First day of this year,
I woke up hugging my Physics textbook :x
This proof how much I'm trying to improve my Physics.
But obviously FAIL!.

Anyway,
homework ain't my thing after all.
Stare at it blankly only.
Nothing comes up to my brain D:

참으로 슬픈 인생

Well,
I guess I should end here then.
Nothing to update.

Anyway,
next week I'll be too busy to update here.
Due to this and that.

LOL,
I shan't elaborate.
Since there ain't photos,
I don't want my post to be too wordy :x

BYE PEOPLE!! :D

Sad life D:

2010-12-31T14:43:00.000+08:00

Aishh!!
What had my life become?!
It had all turned upside down! D:

Super duper SAD & PISSED!
Nevermind...
What can I do,
like seriously!

What is gonna happen, will happen! --AlmightyAmanda!

Ain't it true afterall?
And this is what I call life...
It'll never turn out the way you wanted it to be. (Most of the time)

Well well,
what can I say...

I have a sad life. --AlmightyAmanda

Hmm..
Maybe that's it!
LOL, wondering who don't...

Anyway,
today is the last day of 2010 D:
More saddening! D:

Alright, shall end my post with a few other photos (:

(Me!! 전능하신 아만다!!)

(I know i look weird, but...)

Will time ever slows down?

Will time ever wait for people to catch up with it?

Well the obvious answer is no.

But what if I'm really tired of chasing it?

What if I do not have to energy to compete with it?

What if this, what if that...

What if that ain't any "what if"?

I broke the clock,

telling myself that time has finally waited for me.

But true is I'm lying to myself,

ain't I?

The other clocks are still ticking away!

Maybe that is why people preferred to live in the world of their own.

At least it'll make them feel happier.

But can I?

Next year is a major year for me,

I can't just sit there and do nothing.

I can't catch up with my homework.

Stress is chasing up with me!!

I'm helpless D:

If only there's a guide book to my life..

I'm lazy..

2010-12-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

To be honest..
I'm lazy to update my blog :x

So that is the main reason why my blog is so dead.
Plus the fact that there ain't many photos for me to upload.
So double times of LAZINESS..

LOL!
School will be start in less that a week time.
Yet my homeworks are still collecting dust :x

Worst!
I just got to know that still got 1 homework forgot to collect =.='''
SAD LIFE!
*cry*

I'm locked home nowadays D:
Banned from going out and using phone because of not doing homework.
THIS WHAT I CALL SAD LIFE!

So best is to complete my homework by Sunday (:
Best if its in Sarah's face :D
Aha!

Seriously nowadays I've nothing to post.
So off I go to do homework (:
BYE PEOPLE! (:

I need a Time Machine D:

2010-12-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

Awww!!
Time please slow down!
Its not like you are rushing to take train D:

LOL!
Had lunch just now,
but is starting to feel hungry now :o

Hmm..
Anyway school is so going to start in just a few more days time D:
How nice.
At least I've completed some homework.
So teachers should be glad.
Except for PHYSICS!

Still don't get anything about it..
Think I can say goodbye to my Physics.
Or I'll gotta find a teacher to reteach me the chapters ):
If not I seriously don't get a single bit..

Had I became dumb?
LOL, wonder where my primary school's brain gone to D:
Or had it shrink?
Hmmm..

Super tired nowadays..
Sleep at a super late hour,
wake up at a super early time =.='''
SAD LIFE

LOL!
Dunno what to post anymore D:
So think shall end here.

All I've gotta say is,
I AM SO GONNA MUG HARD NEXT YEAR!

2011, here AlmightyAmanda come!

Christmas Eve (:

2010-12-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

Time flies.
Homework still left untouched :x
What is this?!

This holiday is full of fun yet boring at the same time.
Next year is gonna be an important for me.
So shan't slack anymore.
But the problem now is that I don't even understand Physics at all ):

I think the key point is to believe in myself now.
Gonna mug and mug and mug.
But I think the main challege is the laziness..

I ~~hope I can~~ MUST do well next year.
L1R4 must be 12 and below.
And this is my aim (:

There ain't more things for me to post though..
Shall end here with photos :D

FUCK MY LIFE!

2010-12-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

Back!!
Seems like my blog is dead.
SUPER DEAD!

Hmmm..
Sick to the max now ):
Yea, and must thanks HFMD!

Argh!
I don't know why,
nowadays I seemed to be so tempted by CAKE!! :9

Heehee!
Had 1 yesterday and 1 today :D
Wonder tomorrow got or not...

Practically,
I've managed to start my homework.
But I'm not sure if I had lost any :x

Oh oh oh!!
Anyway!
Christmas is coming soon!!
I want this, I want that...
Rawr!
I want a lot of things!! :D

Shall stop here..

CSP at Rainbow Centre

2010-10-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

Picture will replace my words (:

Shall end here :D

Lalalala~~

2010-10-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

I'm back!
With a GOOD mood!
Which is like,
FINALLY!!

Heehee!
Think that I've got a good mood on Sunday,
and a super bad mood on Friday.
Well,
except when someone pissed me off to the max!

Which happened that on Friday/Saturday,
someone(s) did!!
Rawr!!

Lalalala~~
But at least now I'm okay with it.
But if that somebody still made me pissed,
I SWEAR I'LL PEEL OFF HIS SKIN!

LOL,
sounds so violent!
But I'm friendly and hate violence okay?
Ahahahahaha!

Shall end post here.
Cause O level Chinese will be coming in less than 2 weeks?
And I'm still slacking?!
OMG!

Plus 1 day after the paper is SPA!!
Goodness me!
Shan't be such a slacker anymore!

And this time round,
I'll make sure I do my paper well!
Cause some DUMB is very proud of winning me =.='''

Before ending,
shall upload some photo!!

(OMG! I LOVE ELMO!!)

(LOL, me HUNGRY!!)

:(

2010-10-21T20:46:00.004+08:00

Before anything,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED COUSIN,

POK JING KAI SWINNERTON :D

School is boring!
And and and,
for dunno what reason,
I am DAMN EMO nowadays ):

For no reason,
my mood will get from high to low.
From happy to sad to pissed.
Wondering what's wrong with me.

Worst!
I've got a bad habit now?!
OMG OMG!
Boohoo!

Can't control my temper,
result sucks like I dunno how to say.
RAWR!

Felt like I've the black aura around me.
And its getting stronger and stronger :o

Alright, shall stop here (:
Anyone wanna go cycling?

If more than 5 people then set!
Heehee!
Feel like going to cycle :o

SHALL END HERE!

EXAM!

2010-09-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

Gosh!
In 5 days time,
it will be the start of the End of Year paper!

This time round,
I am so gonna mug hard!

My aim is to get 2 As, 2 Bs and well, 3 Cs.
If I managed to get it,
it means that I had improved!

But no matter what,
hope I'll never fail any subjects.
NOT EVEN PHYSICS!

If I from Primary school till Secondary 2 never fail any subject for EOY,
I am sure this time round,
I CAN DO IT!

Shall end here :D

我真的很 SAD!

2010-09-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

Boohoo!
People I'm not dead yet.

Still pissed over yesterday's thing.
And well..
A lot of people have told me that just get over it,
but things ain't as simple as they've thought.
It really means a lot to me.

Seriously!!
Haix..

Shall upload some photos taken with dad today while having our breakfast/lunch (:
At least this cheers me up!

(Sometimes, you can't see clearly in your life..)

(I may be like a flower, which seemed harmless..)

(But when you really pissed me off, I have thorns too!)

PISSED!

2010-09-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

Wow!
I now then know that I've got SUCHA BUNCH OF GREAT FRIENDS!

Nevermind,
shall not elaborate here.

Shall post some pictures and end it here..

HAPPY BELATED 44th BIRTHDAY DAD!

2010-08-28T14:32:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was quite an eventful day!

Firstly,
marked the Chinese paper setted by An Qi, Huee Ru and me till around 1430.

And now,
I finally understand the feeling of marking the papers are such a PAIN IN THE ASS!
Took a very long time to find marks for people.
Then after a while,
find that it is too lenient,
then gotta minus mark.
Feel very bad though..

And the most epic part is when everyone do An Qi's question.
They were like,
"How I know?!"

HAHAHAHAHA!
LOL!
After that,
study and do finish my homeworks (:
Dunno why,
nowadays I'm more used to do homeworks outdoor instead of at home.

After doing homeworks,
went to have dinner with dad!

Alright,
shall end my post here..

THANK TRUCK LOTS!!

2010-08-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday,
and of course is the day when I've to go and watch Fried Rice Paradise!!

And hey!
IT IS NICE!
HEEHEE!

Anyway,
back to topic.
Shall first start to thank people now (:

And it will go according to the time and date I guess?

23rd August:
THANK YOU SHAO CAI!!
For wishing me a super advance birthday wish,
cause you thought that my birthday is on 24th August.. =.='''

24th August:
THANK YOU UMAIRA, SIOW QUEN, KAH WAI AND ALVIN!!
For "celebrating" my birthday since on the actual day I will be watching Fried Rice Paradise.

SIOW QUEN!!
THANK YOU for your TREAT TOO!! :D

ALVIN!!
THANK YOU for rushing down from Toa Payoh to Ang Mo Kio just to celebrate?

THANK YOU ANDRE!!
THANK YOU for wishing me an advance birthday wish through the loud speaker of Kah Wai's phone!

25th August:
THANK YOU EVERYONE,
THOSE WHO HAD WISHED ME THROUGH MESSAGES AND FACEBOOK!!

Had replied you guys through messages and facebook already :D
But will name some out (:

ZI YUE!! <3
THANK YOU for being the 1st to wish me a happy birthday on that day (:
AND I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!!
HAHAHA!

SIOW QUEEN!!! <3
THANK YOU for like wishing me happy birthday for like 4 times?
And keep reminding me that I'm old =.='''
PLEASE REMEMBER HOW TO SPELL YOUR NAME CORRECTLY!!
MISS SIT ARH!! LOVE YOU TOO LARH!! :D

ADELINE!!
THANK YOU for messaging me so early,
even though I was already on my way to school :)
Love you too!

ROSALINE, ZOE, HUI MIN, MEIXIN!!! <3
THANK YOU for sending me almost at the same time?
Causing me cannot rest?
HAHAHA!!
Anyway,
LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX TOO!! :D

ANDRE!!
THANK YOU for,
1st, remembering my birthday wrongly,
2nd, for remembering my age wrongly..
HATE YOU TO THE MAX!
HAHAHA!

UMAIRA!! <3
I dunno why I wanna put your name here.
Know that you like pink (:
And THANK YOU for typing so many "happy" in the message!!
But LOVE YOU TO THE MAX TOO!! :D

JING YI!!
THANK YOU for typing such a long message to wish me a birthday wish (:
And providing me sweets when I want some :D
Love you!!

JIN HAN!!
THANK YOU for messaging me to wish me a "happy birthday"!
And eating my chocolate?
LOL, HATE YOU TO THE MAX! (Later you will know why!)

SHI NING!!
For still remembering my birthday (:
And yes,
I will remember to bring your card on Sunday (:
Love you!

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Gifts and cards:

HUI MIN, ZOE and MEIXIN!!!! <3
THANK YOU for making me a card,
it is SOOOO SWEET :)
LOVE YOU GUYS!! <3

ZI YUE!!<3
THANK YOU for giving me that LOLLIPOP-LOOK PEN!
It is SOOO CUTE!
And the card that you gave me (:
Will keep it!!
STILL, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!! <3

SARAH!!
THANK YOU for giving me a present even though we don't talk to each other that much :x
LOVE YOU TOO!!

JOANNA!! <3
THANK YOU MY TWIN!!
For giving me Dars Dark Chocolate :)
Even though it was shared among my classmates..
I was about to give you that too!!
Great minds think alike!
HAHAHA!
LOVE YOU!

HUEE RU!! <3
THANK YOU for making me a card during lesson time.
I really appreciate it.
Will bring it along everywhere I go :D
LOVE YOU TOO!!

CORRINA!! <3
THANK YOU for your cupcake!!
Even though you like to poke me :x
LOVE YOU TOO!

ALVIN!!
THANK YOU for the present which I dunno what is it.
Cause I haven't receive it yet..
But still THANK YOU (:

3F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3
THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR MAKING ME THAT CARD!!
I LOVE IT THOUGH..
*NO COMMENT ON SOME..*
BUT STILL THANK YOU!!
We'll rock on (:
LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX OF THE MAX MAN!! :D

Shall end my post with a picture!!

PS: PLEASE TAG ME TO TELL ME WHETHER I'VE FORGOT TO WRITE YOUR NAME,
OR YOU WANT ME TO WRITE A BIG BIG THANK HERE!!

MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT!! :D

2 More Days!

2010-08-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm still 14 years old!!
HEEHEE!

LOL!
Had lunch/dinner with SQ just now.
Then shopped around POPULAR and homed.
Gonna do homework tomorrow.
And after that meet Umaira and SQ too.

Yea!
Gonna upload photos.
Some is taken quite long ago..

Damnit!
Shall end here now.
Tomorrow will be a long day!

At times, you are being such an asshole!

YOV!

2010-08-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

HEEHEE!
Today went to the YOV!!

Sorry SQ,
last minute ps you,
cause I also last minute then know that I needa go.
But see,
got so many photos uploaded.

Anyway,
the place is nice!!

And Sarah and me is like..
*Wink*
Sarah knows it (:

I love that place.
And we were kinda wanting to stay there longer as we don't have collected all our souvenir :(
Made up my mind!
I wanna buy the handphone strap from the YOG store in AMK Hub!!

Awww!!
Anyway going to end here now.
Gonna do my homeworks..
Cause reached home around 8.25pm.

Poor Amanda is feeling sleepy now.

But before ending,
shall post a very funny conversation happened during the YOV.

An Athlete from other country: How old are you?
Wee Peng: Huh?
The Athlete: How old are you?
Wee Peng: Huh?
Sarah: *Repeated what the athlete asked*
Wee Peng: *Look at the athlete* 15.
The Athlete: *Look at Wee Peng, then point at himself* 16 *Stunned*
Everyone: *Stunned*

For your information,
that guy looked very old for his age.
We were all like,
"He is 16? He looks older than that?!"

After asking,
we were like,
"why he so random?"

He walk over and talk to his friend in a i dunno what language,
and they kept pointing at Wee Peng,
whereas we were still discussing about that guy being 16 years old in a language they confirm understand.

Alright,
shall end my post here (:

LALALALALAA~~

2010-08-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

I'm finally here to update my blog AGAIN!!

Beofre I post,
I wanna clarify something.
Its that I missed Daryl's match yesterday :(
Was very upset!!

But anyway,
he got a BRONZE for Singapore.
Some more it is the first medal!!

HEEHEE!
Even though I never watch,
upon knowing the result,
I was practically pulling my mom's hand and screaming like I dunno what in the bus.
Ok,
maybe not really screaming but..

Hmm..
Just very thrilled about the result (:

But still missed the live one :(
Rawr!
Cause yesterday,
I went to Orchard Ion to buy myself another CRUMPLER BAG!!
Mom bought it for my birthday present!
LOVE YOU!

After buying the bag,
shopped the basement for a while.
And there are a lot of food!!
Yummy!! :9

But only managed to buy the Takoyaki.
6 for $4.80!!
But it is nice :D
Saw a lot of other food which attract me a lot,
but due to the dinner reservation at the restaurant that my cousin worked in,
therefore I've left with no choice :(

We trained to Ang Mo Kio,
and not long before we even reached the stop,
it started to rain =.='''

So we had to walk a big round in order to get there without being drenched.
Anyway,
when we reached there,
we were kinda awkward.
So I tried to find my cousin,
and I did!!

HEEHEE,
she brought us in and introduce us to all the signature dishes.
Of all,
I love the chicken wing.
And the fruit (avocado!!)

TEEHEE!
Then today,
not enough sleep :(

Shall not elaborate much for today cause there an't anything interesting :(
So shall end here..

Can't you guys don't keep giving us last minute stuff?

FUCK!

I've gotta change my schedule all thank to you guys.

You know what,

if you guys can give me last minute notice,

I can also give you guys one.

PEEK-A-BOO!

2010-08-14T17:22:00.001+08:00

TEEHEE!
I'm back!

And you know what?
I got photo to upload too!!
HEEHEE!

LOL!
Nowadays my emotion is like the graph that I drew nowadays.
Can be very high,
and then suddenly very low.

I also dunno why :(
LOL!
Feel very bad to those whom I've showed my frustration to..

Hmm..
Find that I hate **(initiate of something/someone) more and more :(
LOL!
But still bear with it for like about 1 more year?
I'm done with it!! :D

HEEHEE!
Anyway,
yesterday had promotion parade!
Is like FINALLY!!

Hmmm..
No mood to post now.
I took like..
2 hours to post this post!
And the mood is like from HIGH to LOW!

LOL!
Call me a pro!

Shall end my post here~
Bye people!

Just felt that I'm out of place..

The actions you guys did to me are obvious.

No matter how much u guys act,

it is enough to show me that you guys doesn't need me to exist there at all!

So what is the point of me making myself free when I am there to be left alone.

You know what?

Every moment,

I dread that day to come.

It's like can I don't go.

I understand how the others feel already.

Every now and then,

whenever I saw you guys,

it's like we were a complete stranger!

At most we just greet each other and is it.

Remember how we as a group used to be.

I heard that some said this is what I've done to result in this.

But this marks the end...

I am so looking forward for it to end.

You guys even got people whom could replace me there.

So what is the point?

All I could do is just keep reminding myself that just to bear it for a few more months..

CAMWHORING (:

2010-08-10T15:46:00.001+08:00

TEEHEE!
I'm back people!

Think that my blog will be most active during the month of August (:
HAHAHAHA!
Very hyper now,
for I dunno what reason.

Supposedly,
I should be going to ECP today,
but due to some reason can't go..
Sorry!!
Didn't meant to leave you alone with your friends :(
Anyway,
I think from now on,
my breakfast for every Sunday will be at Old Town White Coffee,
lunch will be chicken rice,
and my dinner will most likely be at White Tangerine.

Not bad right?
Now talking about food,
I AM HUNGRY!!

LOL, yesterday's National Day,
and today is school holiday :D
LOVE IT MAN!

Saw BIG BANG at the Channel U before the 100% entertainment!!
*Woots*
~~FORGOT WHAT IS THE NAME OF THE PROGRAMME :S~~
Nowadays crazily addicted to them :x
HEEHEE!

Then watch NDP!
The Parade Commander is damn cool!
Someone also agreed with me (:
But he said that his friend said that he shouted nicer,
~~which I don't believe :P~~

Also,
while watching the parade,
I learning how to voice out the command more correctly?
I should say..
Cause my junior said that I shouted the command like weird weird one.. :(

Anyway,
there will be a Chemistry Test tomorrow :(
Awwww!
Gonna mug hard!
Don't ask me why, for someone had given me motivation to study for my sciences (:

Anyway,
finally there are photos for me to upload!!
Cause I've changed phone ~~AGAIN!~~
And the camera is way BETTER than the previous phone(s)!!

In case you wanna know what phone I'm using now,
I'm using Sony Ericsson HAZEL!!
HEEHEE!

Shall end my post here!!
Bye people!!

Even though I've chosen friendship,

it doesn't mean that the story will end with a big full stop.

But at least it won't damage the friendship we are having now.

It will prevent us from taking a step forward but not a step backward (:

Confused :(

2010-08-07T14:15:00.001+08:00

Teehee!
I'm back :D

And is like,
AUGUST IS FINALLY HERE!!
~~AND SOON, IT'S GONNA BE A PAST :(~~
LOL!

Hmm..
Today, I'm so going to have all my meals in Causeway Point.
And I wanna watch movie so badly!! :(
And worst, I haven't had my ice-cream that day :'(

LOL,
complained so much!

Teehee,
later going to meet SQ at 5pm and then A at around 6pm :o
Then go to RP at 7.30pm?
*Think so*

~~And can anyone tell me whether is it a must to have a formal wear for the concert?~~
~~If yes,~~
~~I'm so gonna die!~~
~~All thanks to myself for stoning during the morning assembly.~~

GREAT,
I'm really dead!
It's either a formal or semi-formal wear =.='''

AND I DON'T WANNA WEAR FORMAL STUFF :(

Stupid,
gotta replan what to wear later :(

Alright, shall end here (:

Why do I always feel this way?

I thought..

But in the end..

The feeling just keep coming back :(

But its ok!

Cause that is nothing for me to fear about!

FEARLESS me! (:

Die out of boredness!!

2010-08-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

Finally I am doing an official post!!

Well the reason of me wanting to post is because I am very bored.
Practically,
my schedule for today is sleep, eat, play
And it just liddat.

And the facebook simply don't lemme log in!
So even if I wanna play those really boring games also cannot =.='''

For the past few days,
had been busy messaging and reading books!
And had managed to finished quite a few nice one!

MY WORST BEST FRIEND is recommended!!
So damn nice!

Think I will move on to Gossip Girl series AGAIN!
But as I had a few new novels of it,
I plan to reread (:

Nowadays had a great motivation to study!!
I also dunno why..
Hmm..
Maybe all the major events for me had past,
so there is nothing else for me to focus on,
so back I will,
STUDY STUDY & STUDY!!

Teehee!
Think when I have time,
will upload some photos taken quite long ago.
But I'm simply too lazy,
so didn't upload it that time.
And since my blog is so dead,
shall make it more colorful (:

Looking forward to Friday!!
School will end at 1100,
and after that will go to TPY with SQ for a group study session.
But I think it will most probably end up as a playing session.
But who cares~~

Since there will be 4 days of holiday!!
*WOOTS*

Well then Saturday will also be meeting SQ and A before going to RP..
Haix..
All thanks to the idiotic homework,
or else,
I've never plan to go and watch.
I could have stay at grandpa's house play TTR3 with my cousins :(

And Sunday will also be meeting SQ~!
For breakfast! (:
LOL, that's lame and I know.
But fun can?

Teehee..
Wow!!
Found that nowadays keep meeting SQ..
Wondering these 2 days she never see me got feel weird not..

Alright,
shall end here (:

And before anything,
HUI MIN I TOMORROW WILL BE GOING TO SCHOOL,
SO DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH!!

Gastric :(

2010-08-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people!!
Got 2 days MC..
All thanks to some one for cursing me to have gastric pain.
Now really got gastric pain :(
But at least he did make me laugh even though it makes it hurt more..

For the competition,
got all bronze.
Very disappointed.

And anyway,
going to have group study on Friday with the same group of people (:

Bored bored bored.
Shall end here now (:

Promises are meant to be kept! :D

And I did! :D

Haix..

2010-07-24T15:54:00.000+08:00

For like I dunno how long,
I'm like finally back to post!
Well..
Izzit a good thing or a bad thing?

Hmm..
Anyway,
I dunno what to post..
Seriously..

And worst part is,
my blog is dead!!

Shall update it some other time! (:

HOLIDAY!

2010-06-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

Well practically,
I am back.
My holiday mode is like forever on now,
but I swear I would not want it to carry on like this.

'O' level chinese of mine is so near!!
Received the notification today!
And it is like next week will be my oral!
Rawr!
Stressed!!

From tomorrow onwards,
I will go back home straight away provided that I had nothing on.
And sadly,
I'll be occupied tomorrow, Wednesday and Friday.
Not sure whether taekwondo training will be resumed on Thursday.
But for my current circumstances,
I will not be going down.

I even doubt that I will be able to attend this week's Friday activity.
After all it is 'O' Level.
Have not been speaking proper chinese.
Rawr!

Poor me.
Anyway I shall stop thinking of the bad side.
Today went to watch KARATE KID with SQ (:

Learnt a lot of stuff.
And Jaden Smith's flexibility stunned me.
Is like "WOW"!!

And the other guy's reverse kick is nice can??
But still,
I prefer Jaden Smith's ending kick.
Damn cool!

Last of all,
after this June holiday,
I am addicted to 3 things.

1.Cycling
2.Helping out other (Orphanage, Old folk's home, etc..)
3.Taekwondo

Don't peope find it relaxing sometimes,
just to do things that you like,
and time passes real fast?

Hmm..
Is planning to do these things during December holiday.
But think will be preparing for next year's 'O' Level.

Alright, shall end here.

I MISS BATAM!!

2010-06-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

Seriously..

People is homesick.

I am Batam-sick.

I seriously miss Batam so much!!

Oh..

Shall upload a photo that I loved so much first.

It is taken in the orphanage (:

(They are friendly & cute!!)

I seriously miss there :(

Their innocence and cuteness..

Haix..

Was thinking of going to help out in orphanage in Singapore during the next holiday.

If have chance,

will go back there to look for them (:

Shall end here (:

I am very sure of what is happening next.

Apparently, the 2 of us are getting further and further.

Its not what I imagine.

It is the actions of yours told me.

I could sense it..

Back from Batam

2010-06-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeee!
I'm back people!!

But the fact is that,
I MISS BATAM!!

I miss my bed there,
I miss the orphans,
I miss that idiotic lizard and annoying cockroach in our room.
I miss this, I miss that.
I simply miss everything in BATAM!!

Why time passed so fast?
Why does those boring stuff can't just finish earlier.
How I wish I can stay there for as long as I can!!

Regretted..
I seriously feel that I've not done enough for them :(

Shall end my post here now.
Will elaborate more and upload photos another day..

Killer (:

2010-06-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

In a few more hours time I'm out of Singapore.
So don't miss me (:
*I know you guys will (:*

Hahas..
Was kinda BHB,
and I know it.

Now is 2133 already,
yet I am not feeling tired at all.
Wonder if I am able to wake up at 0555..

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
The thought of going to Batam already excites me ^^
Hehehs..
I know I'm being overly-high for I dunno what reason.

LOL!!
By the way,
watched a movie "Killers" yesterday with Li Rong (:
The front part is quite boring,
however it gets quite funny afterwards.
RECOMMENDED

Alright shall end my post here.
Gonna double check whether I've left anything unpack yet (:

Wheeeeeeeee!!

2010-06-08T17:57:00.001+08:00

LOL!
Amanda's currently crazy :x

Days are drawing nearer,
and trip to Batam is closer and closer.
And I've finally packed my bag!!

Doesn't have any photo to upload :S
Haix..

But I am sure I'll have many new photos from tomorrow onwards.
*I smile*

Hmm..
Yesterday all thanks to Sarah!!
I went to school on time.
Can't believe that I remembered the time wrongly!!
*Oh no!*

And worst,
I could even remember the day wrongly..
So there is seriously something wrong with me..

Oh oh!
There one thing damn funny.

It goes like this:

ME: *Saw Joey* MONITORESS!!
Joey: CHAIRMAN!!
ME: *Look up at the ceiling*
Yize: YES?

Hahas..
At that point of time I was laughing like mad!!

LOL, joke of the day :)

Shall end here.

Realised that I've changed to be more optimistic after..

And this made me feel so great!!

Bored-ness

2010-06-07T11:33:00.002+08:00

LOL!!

Finally back to here and have a proper post (:

Well practically,

my holiday doesn't seem to be one,

later still have to rush to school for SS..

Haix..

You know what?

I haven't even touched my pile of homeworks!!

Its not no time,

its just that I am LAZY!!

Zzz..

Enjoyed the first week of holiday.

Do not feel like elaborating it cause it may end up as a book.

But still.

this is the first time I enjoyed a holiay so much :D

*MIRACLE!!*

LOL!!

Other than that,

one of my wish is so going to come true (:

Shall keep it a secret.

Hahas..

Wednesday will be meeting Li Rong!!

So excited!!

Looking forward to it :D

LOL!!

Oh oh!!

Will be leaving Singapore this Friday to Batam.

However after hearing all sorts of stories from some people,

it do freak me out ~~a lot~~ a little.

Will be back this Sunday,

so don't miss me too much yea?

Alright shall end it here :D

Bye people!

Update!!

2010-05-23T21:19:00.001+08:00

Before anything,
I wanna thank SIT SIOW QUEN & CHEW WEI HOCK!!

LOL, end of post (:

Who am I? I'm AMANDAAAAA!

2010-05-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

Rawr!!
I'm back (:

LOL,
now don't feel like postig cause my E-maths is like so..
Haix..

Its like they say times up,
and I remembered all how to do all the questions :(

And you know what?
Physics, I am so gonna conquer you!!

Yup,
cause I am Amandaaa!!
There shouldn't be anything that I can't do!

Shall end here though,
cause tomorrow is Chemistry and Amaths paper.

Looking forward to what will happen after that (:
Good luck to everyone!!

Especially ♥ 3F'10 & 2H'09 ♥

Oh, before I end this post,
you know what?

I hate ****** to the max!!
Think only few people know (:

Saying one thing is easy, but doing it is difficult.

I'll miss those days with everyone (:

No matter how happy, sad, angry or what-so-ever,

it is what makes me up.

Its a part of me (:

Back to my usual self (:

2010-05-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hello and hello people (:

I'm back to my usual self!
FINALLY
*Woot!*

Mwahahahahaha!
Had training at Toa Payoh today (:
Well practically I'm busy with training and was addicted to it?
Maybe!

Didn't really fool around today..
Was practising really hard today!

Before that had breakfast with SQ.
Went to the Mac,
was kinda stunned.
Cause..
*SQ you know (:*

Well was kinda pause that and planned to turn back and go to the other Mac,
but she pratically push opened the door.
So plan to sit 1 table away,
but in the end sit next to them..

--Blah blah blah--

Studied Physics but in the end still don't understand :(
So gave up and study Bio instead.
All I need is memorizing work :D

Finished,
saw Yang Jin and off to the CC.
Stretched even though my muscle still aches,
thus resulting to the really stiff me.
Can't kick properly :(

Had damn lot of fun there.
Was practically laugh and laugh and laugh :D

Well,
shall end here.
Gonna mug hard!!
4 more days to go!!

Let the past be it,

I'm no longer the emo me.

I've learnt to walk out of it (:

Smile and face the challenges which I am so gonna face soon.

For it is me who I have to overcome.

2010-05-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

(AIPS!!)

Hello people!!

I will be very, very busy from now onwards!

LOL,

especially June Holiday (:

Went to AIPS on Thursday.

Not really went into it.

Just go somewhere near.

And you know what?

Mr Tham saw me,

and regconized me!!

Talked with him and after that bought my lunch.

Well saw Jia Heng and Benjamin Lew (:

Never called them out.

Or should I say,

I never bother to call out to them :x

Well practically yesterday is damn FUN!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Hahahas..

Super high now (:

Went to Dunman High yesterday.

And was laughing till my cheek muscles become stiff ;O

You know what?

That place is damn COOL!

And their canteen is damn cool.

It owns CCHY okay?

Siow Quen and me is like "Waaaa!"

The place is uber big cans?

When there and slack.

Mostly playing sir's PSP and teasing someone.

I jealous of his crumpler bagpack :(

After that,

went to a CC at Newton.

Stretched and trained our patterns,

and now I am having muscles aches all over!!

Reached home at 10pm.

And well must thanks sir!!

Or should I say,

I must thanks a lot of people.

Cause yesterday a lot of people helped me (:

Alright now.

Shall end here.

I've made up my choice and will never regret.

So far I have reached my aim of not think you..

And it works (:

Sadded :(

2010-05-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

(Took when in Stadium Station)

Mid Year Exam is just 1 day ahead,
yet I am here emo-ing over a lot of things..

Seriously,
I do not have the mood to study.
Instead I have the mood to bash people up.

Now I have no mood to blog.
Received 2 bombs today :'(

Maybe its me who doesn't treasure.

Maybe its me being the wilful one.

What is the point of crying over it?

Like I've admitted,

I am slow witted.

Until the day I found out,

it is already too late..

Tears were rolling down.

So real..

How I hope today is a nightmare.

How I wish I can predict what will be happening today.

At least I can prepare..

Fine!

Amanda is EMOTIONLESS, WORKAHOLIC!

Shall use this 2 to describe me.

At least I won't be hurt in any way.

I'm just a block of cold ice..

Yet, another month is going to pass.

2010-04-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today went for the Inter-school tournament..
Hadn't got the result that I expected.

Wanted to get gold,
but a girl had already got 0.3 marks more than me!!
LOL!
Then at least expected a silver.
But in the end I happened to get bronze :(

Hmm..
But should say that I am quite lucky.
My overall mark is 5.933!!
RAWR!!!

Nevermind,
decided to go for the NATIONAL!!
*Waaaa*

Hmm..
Hope that I can get at least a silver?

Like I've posted on facebook,
I not only wanted to get a medal,
I MUST get one.

So means that,
I not only wanted to get a silver,
I must get a silver (:

This shall be the attitude I'll be having since it require a lot of confident (:
And this will be my motivation.

But first,
I need to concentrate on both my studies and Taekwondo!
Must balance them well (:

LOL!
Back to reality,
had dinner just now,
and I was practically laughing throughout the whole meal!!

Wow!
Its quite late,
shall end my post here (:

Sometimes I wonder what isthe taste of victory?

But to be honest,

everyone should have tasted it without knowing it..

Passion is like a flame of blazing fire,

it will soon die out.

However,

it is the responsibility that holds you down no matter how unwilling you are.

I smile (:

2010-04-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

爱情就是一场游戏。一场让人们学会扛起与放下责任的游戏。可人们通常只会扛起这责任，而永远都放不下，即使它都成为过去。
-王嘉敏

Cheer up people(:
Don't keep reminding oneself of your own past.
Look toward the bright side of the future (:

I've learn how to forgive myself..

Soon I'll be able to learn to forgive the others (:

I'm am a different me!!

Mixed feelings..

2010-04-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

Hello people!
Practically,
I have not posted here for ~~quite~~ very long..

Throughout this month,
lots of things happened.
And I have made a lot of reflections..

Haix..
Shall end it here :(

Why is it that I am the only one who is not crying.

He treated me so well since I'm young.

Till now,

he is the only one who thinks that I can make it,

even though others had kinda of given up hope on me..

I had the urge to scream, to shout,

but I dunno why,

I managed to swallow it back.

People were crying their hearts out,

yet I was crying inside.

I wanted to express my emotions, my feelings and my thoughts!

But I can't do so.

Now,

I was crying over it.

Izzit too late?

Am I that emotionless?

Or am I just slow-witted?

I regretted not taking any photos of him..

I regretted not visiting him often enough.

But today will be the last day I'll be seeing him..

He will be up there looking at me,

but I can't find him anymore.

Tears are now flowing out,

but is it the real sorrow for losing him?

Or is it just a bad memory that I wanna forget?

I can't even clear my doubts.

I don't even have faith in myself.

But I must prove to him that I can do it.

I must score well to make him be proud of me.

Please,

rest in peace..

I will forever remember what you have done for me..

BREAK!!!

2010-03-07T16:09:00.001+08:00

Woots!!
Common Test is over (:
Yet homework are still piling up :(

Nowadays,
I didn't take any interesting photo,
as my phone doesn't seem to cooperate with me.
LOL!!
I prefer G705,
but it is spoilt,
so I have left with no choice but to use back W580i..

Zzzz..
Now I'm super tired.
I'm so not looking forward to the Bintan camp..
Zzz..

How??
Suddenly feel I am so anti-social..
LOL!

Hmm..
I should say,
I do miss the Common Test week though..
No CCAs.
Can go home early (:

Also,
I've managed to get some people to revise with me.
And indeed,
I'm quite satified (:

No matter how badly I get for it,
I will not dwell cause I know I have already put in great effort (:

Life is full of battles..

1 victory doesn't mean anything,

but to give you motivation.

But I do not have any motivation at all!!

Common Test is coming!!

2010-02-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

Before the start of the post,
shall do some reply to my c-box.

--------: Please get the FUCK out of here. If you don't wanna read MY POST, just FUCK OFF! No one says that you must read it or even look at the photo. Since you wanna see the photo you have no FUCKING rights to comment since you chose to look at it!

Alright,
Common Test is so damnit near,
and I've got so few time to update this dead blog.
Got a few photos taken during the Chinese New Year..
Will upload after Common Test.

Shall end here now.
I've gotta study now!!

Why is it this logic?

Guys change because of friends,

girls change because of man..

Exhausted!!

2010-02-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

The dove couple :)

I'm back for the real posting!!

There is something wrong with my computer,

so only accessible to the internet explorer.

Zzz..

Have rush everything during this "holiday".

Rawr!!!

Me wanna take a break!

But apparently,

its so impossible..

LOL?

Haix..

Time flies..

And you know what?

Common Test is so around the corner,

and I'm still lazy to study!!

NO!!

Zzz..

Just realised that I've changed a lot during my Secondary School life.

Rawr!

Love itself is not complicated,

its human whom make it seems this way.

But why is this so?

That's the question..

Rest < Work

2010-02-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

(You've left me..)

(My poor index!! Its NOT a mole ok??)

That's all the recent photos (:

Still got quite a lot though..

But mostly are unglam one,

so don't wanna upload..

LOL,

I should say that I'm more and more 自恋!!

Shall end here (:

If there is no love,

there will be no hatred.

However,

hatred is different from dislike..

And I dislike a lot of people,

but I hate 1 people only..

LOL!

POST in School (:

2010-02-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

I seriously have no time to even on my computer :(
And that time happens to past so fast!!
Grr..

Chinese Lunar New Year is so gonna approach every steps I take,
and the stupid Common Test is so god damnit following the CNY :(

Well,
life is never like a bed of roses,
especially Sec 3 life..

Am I too sensitive or what?
I just simply don't understand..
Rawr!

Things doesn't seem to be the way it is.
I agree that people will always change,
but not to this extend right?

Haix..
How I wish there is a time machine..
Then I can go back to those wonder times I have (:
~~Which is like so impossible..~~

Pictures will be uploaded during this weekend I think..
Cause I'm currently in school :x
Well,
geography teacher never come..

Gotta go,
doing homework in progress :x

Felt that I'm not respected,
and that I'm so useless :(

Can we like just be how we used to be..
Those carefree time with everyone,
no motive to get to know each other.

If there is ever a time machine..

Grading..

2010-01-24T17:16:00.002+08:00

Had grading today..
And you know what?

It is the 7th I have my grading,
and I'm still as nervous as usual..
Idiotic right?
I know I'm damn useless,
and my grading partner changed AGAIN!! :(

Like every grading will have different sparring partner.
Its not just that kays?
I'm just damn not in the mood today cause there's school tomorrow..
And I'm still struggling with my homeworks!!
Suddenly find that I'm just so STUPID.
Grr..

I've got no notes for that biology which Mr Neo gave to the rest of the class on Friday,
and there will be a biology test on Friday?!
What the hell?!?!
I know nothing and he expect me to know everything,
and I asked him for the notes,
he questioned me back what notes??
Zzz..

Forget it,
I'm now gonna mug hard.
Which I've said umpteen of times,
but yet to do what I've promised..

Zzz..
Shall upload photos other day.
At least when I uber free.

When there's rain,

there's bound to be sunshine..

Finally!

2010-01-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

Me and Nasuha (:

Hehs!
Took the photo with Nasuha while we were in backstage on Thursday (:
We pulled our tie all the way up,
comb our fringe aside,
tuck in our blouse neatly,
and even pulled up our socks ;o

LOL!
Had interview on Friday,
and guess what?
I'm the first one!!

So was quite nervous..
Zzzz..
Shall end here.

There's complication everywhere in this where..

Even if the people whom you you are close to..

So there's no way of avoiding it..

I'm bored~~

2010-01-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Lalala~~
I'm just bored!!
So I'm here.
And I think that is the only reason I'll be blogging =.='''

Sec 3 life is so damnit busy!
And I'm busy coping with it.
Which means that I'm double busy..

Grr..
Haix..
I've no mood to do homework!!
LOL!
But still gotta finish though..

Just cross my fingers and hope that I can really cope on (:
Since next week,
I'll be so busy that I don't even think that I have enough time do finish my homework!
With all the Sec1 Orientation Camp, CCA Carnival, etc..

Shall end here,
gotta do my homeworks!!

Life is like a battle,

in order to win this battle,

you'll have to conquer you own self..

If you have no faith in yourself,

you've already lost half of the battle,

what for fighting for it?

SMILE and the storm will be over

2010-01-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

Post!!
LOL!

Hmm..
Once again I'm back.
Had NP activity today,
and I was kinda blur?
I should say that..

You know what?
My shoe bag was lying on the floor,
and I was looking for it everywhere!!
And this is the conversation I've said,
while walking back to class room once again to double check if its there..

Me: I can't find my shoe bag everywhere!
YX: LOL! Maybe in classroom or you left it somewhere..
Me: But I saw them took it to classroom. Either it disappear, or MY EYES HAVE PROBLEM.

In the end,
found the shoe bag in the classroom =.='''
And I've spent the past 5-6min looking for it high and low..

After that,
was kinda at the back of the classroom,
planning stuff for CCA Carnival.
Planned lot of stuff though..

And then,
off to help out with cleaning the NP room?
It dragged to the PT time :(
I was kinda expecting to have PT!!
My stamina dropped damn lot!!
Rawr!
Anyone wanna go for running??

Hmm..
After that,
went to the nearby Bubble Tea Shop.
I'm hereby declare that I'm BROKE!!
*Cry*

Borrowed money and bought Milk Tea (:
But it taste kinda weird,
so drank till almost finish,
passed to Guan Hoe and he "helped" me finish.

Oh!
I've learned something during the trip to the Bubble Tea Shop :D

-A positive attitude may not solve everything. But it will annoyed some that it make worth the effort (:

LOL!
Its something liddat.
I'll go check it again tomorrow,
and if there's anything wrong,
I'll edit then..

www.ch0colatecookie.onsugar.com

WTF!!

2010-01-06T20:13:00.001+08:00

Took these photos during the unit outing (:

I just don't understand!

Haix..

I didn't mean that and yet,

people just keep getting the wrong idea!!

Nowadays don't why,

had a sudden urge of finding someone who could know me well.

LOL!

You may laugh..

But everyone in my class already got their clique,

and I sorta extra??

Sec 3 life is just too..

I don't know what I'm doing..

I seemed to keep all the stress to myself,

and portrait to the others that I fine.

Last year seemed to have managed till break down 2 times.

But now,

its just few days pass in 2010,

but I seemed to be on the verge of breaking down already..

Well what's wrong with me??

Just let what the other think what they'll like to think.

Heck care all the misunderstanding?!

NO!

But who will listen to me when I sometimes don't even know what I'm talking about?

Seems like I'll have to avoid all these,

but is escape a problem solver or its just temporary healer?

Let you calm yourselves,

and back with a more painful scar that will remain..

I'm tired,

I feel like giving all the hopes.

But could I?

Do I even bear to give it up even though I wanna to?

I know the answer is a sure NO,

but what else could I do??

Can anyone just tell me?

Anyone will do..

Look into the sky, what do i find??

2010-01-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

2nd day in school,
and I can already tell what it is to be like in Sec 3 life.
Its gonna be BORING!!
*yawn*

LOL!?
Tomorrow will be the starting for lesson!!
Argh!!
Hear that got homework and notes!!
And the problem is I'm not in class..
WTH?!

Made a decision to work really hard this year!!
At least I hope that I will keep this as a promise to myself..
No matter in CCA or studies..

Shall end here (:

1st day of Sec3 life..

2010-01-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

Time flies!!!
I'm now Sec 3 already!!
Rawr!!
Which makes me feel so OLD!!

Was kinda in a happy mood today,
or should I say,
I was actually kinda 自 high-ing until a small kiddo said something!

Rawr!
I would have kill him if I didn't control my temper!!
Grr..

Like I've said,
his just a small kiddo.
我大人不记小人过 :P

LOL!
Hmm..
Still I can't find any picture to upload..
Shall take some soon (:

Think this whole week gotta stay to rush for the proposal..
And the Sec 1 Orientation Camp too (:

Damn hyper,
and SHIT!
Cut my hair today =.='''

It like so..
2nd day of school then cut!
Argh!!!

Shall end here (:

Bye 2009, Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T17:05:00.001+08:00

1st post in 2010!!
LOL!

You know what?
My first meal in 2010 is Maggi Mee..
WTH?

But after that,
cycled to Marsiling to have lunch..
But at least nothing happened to me :)

Nothing much to post,
only that I still haven't done my homework yet!!
Argh!!

Fine off to read Gossip Girl (:
Bye people, and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2!!

2009-12-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

(Alvin and the Chipmunks + a new member.. AMANDA!!)

(I like this picture ^^)

(Theodore is CUTE!)

(Poor Alvin, with his tail dropped out...)

(Me like Simon!!)

Went to Vivo with Li Rong today (:

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2,

it quite funny and cute.

Shall end here,

got to go!

Looking forward to Tues!!

2009-12-27T15:15:00.003+08:00

LOL!
I'm finally back for a proper post (:

Nowadays is busy with reading books!!
LOL!
Addicted to books during the holiday..
Boring but interesting :D

So far finished almost all the books I've bought.
Maybe I do my homeworks on the last week of holiday??
Hmm..
MAYBE

Yupp,
and another reason I post here is because..
Today is 27 Dec!!
Which is Jonathon's and Kevin's birthday!! :)
(Including Jeremy Koh..)

LOL!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS :)
See!
I still remember your favourite colour!!

Hahas..
I'm so looking forward to this Tuesday!!
Will be meeting Li Rong :D
LOL!
Sad that Zi Yue can't go :(

But its kinda weird you know,
2 person go..
Should be the more the merrier..
Haix..

Nevermind..
Haven't decide on where to go yet..
Any suggestion??
LOL!

And 1 more thing before I end my post.
It seems that my blog is DEAD!!
LOL,
the cbox so lifeless :(

Shall end here now :)
Bye!!

Holiday is gonna end soon!!

2009-12-26T16:40:00.000+08:00

Rawr!!
Holiday is so gonna end,
yet I'm still wasting the days I've left..

Homeworks left untouched..
Grr..
Nevermind,
think I'm gonna finish it on the first day of 2010 (:

Okay people,
updated my dead blog,
and off I go.

No pictures to upload :X

INSPIRED

2009-12-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

(自恋!)

Yupp,
guess that's all!
I'm lazy to update any further..

Lazy to update here..

2009-12-15T17:12:00.004+08:00

LOL people!
I'm lazy to update here,
so instead,
go to
ch0colatecookie.onsugar.com

But remember to tag me here :D

Posting for the sake of POSTING..

2009-12-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hahas..

Went to Orchard road that day to buy some books (:

Quite addicted to books nowadays (:

Finished 2 books in 1 day!!

LOL!!

On Friday,

went to Pulau Ubin for squad outing ^^

Ride bicycle around there.

And its FUN!!

At least I didn't ride double bic (:

Unlike some people..

Who ask them so "pro" in riding their bic :P

There's some photo below,

took it throughtout the trip there (:

Shall end my post here :D

Wordy Post

2009-12-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm as lazy as usual,
so today won't be posting any picture..

Haix..
Just feel that someone is so f**k!
LOL!
Trying to keep alway the habit of sprouting vulgarities ^^
I'm a good girl cans?

LOL LOL LOL LOL!

Erm..
There's nothing else to post I guess.
So shall end here (:

Haix..

What's wrong with me?

Why do I keep feeling this way when I don't want it to?

It just occur to me that *toot* is just sucha bloody fucking asshole!

I don't wanna have this kind of feeling,

but *toot* is just so..

Haix..

What is the point of complaining?

No one is perfect,

you can't force them to do what you want them to..

Nothing but PICTURE!!

2009-11-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

(I AM TALL!)

(This school looks creepy, but cool!)

(Caterpiller!)

Shall end here (:
Lazy update..
Feel sleepy now..
*yawn*

2009-11-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

(Never ending road..)

Went to Admiralty park today.
Hahs..
Think I go there to feed the mosquito :(

LOL,
there's something wrong with here,
shall upload photos another time..
Or even,
do go to facebook..
I've upload photos there too..

I'm on the verge of breaking down AGAIN!

2009-11-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

(It damn nice!!)

Yea!
Finally updating this stupid blog.
Erm..

Hmm..
Got 20 plus pictures with me now,
but lazy to upload at a go.
So shall upload everytime I post if I got no picture to upload..

And you know what?
I've got into 3F!!
*clap hands*

Gotta mug even harder from now onwards,
since my holiday is so packed that I got not much time to study.
But was proud that I've finished 5 books in less that 1 week (:

KEEP IT UP AMANDA!

Shall end here (:

For how many times in a year do I have to break down?

Think tonight will be a sleepless night for me again?

But I'm sure that no one will accompany me to chat through the night..

So shall emo I guess..

Who ask me to be that FAT, SHORT and STUPID ugly girl..

Well..

So let it be..

I'm not so going to do anymore things.

Since whatever I say and do is wrong.

Let the mistake be it,

the scar will forever be there..

I've changed..

Changed into a creature whom I myself didn't even regconise..

A creature such that everyone hate and wanna avoid,

as far as possible.

Yes!

And that is me!

Its a fact that no one can change.

A fact that will remain.

Deep into my bone.

It not anyone else fault,

but mine!

自恋狂

2009-11-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

Recently found a song that can describe me well ;x
Its call 自恋狂!
ROLF!
Even though I'm not 自恋 till that standard..

Hahas..
Do go Youtube find that MV,
it's by 陈奕 (:
And you know what?
He look so much like A-Ben and Kusano Hirono!
*Woots!*

LOL!
Today slacked the entire day,
however,
tomorrow I will be taking the class..

No picture to upload,
or should I say,
I'm lazy to upload any picture..

Shall end here..
Still haven't done anyvhomework yet :(

My Head!

2009-11-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ouch!
My head hurts a lot!
Rawr!

Regretted to volunteer to fall,
if not,
will not be that stupid to fall on the head with such a loud clash!

Nevermind,
my holidays are just so damnit fully pack!
And that stupid SS is so going to kill me!

Still got Maths and History homework.
And my head is so going to kill me soon!

Gonna go,
end of post (:

Disappointment..

2009-11-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

For how many times do I have to drop my tears?

For how long do I have to keep that mask on still?

I'm tired,

I do not wanna be like now..

I'm just putting up an act to just prove that I'm strong,

but the fact is that I'm just not at all..

I'm just so glad that this holiday of mine is packed..

So packed that I do not have much time to think of such things..

My mind is now so confused..

Can't think anything at all now..

Just hope that I break away from this cruel world..

Which is like NEVER..

Time flies..

2009-11-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

(LOL! Me there extra ;x)

Holiday is finally here!
NOT!

Tomorrow will be the start of the 1 week extra programme..
Which will be going to be so BORING!
~~Like I care!~~

Never mind!
Got back report book,
and I'm so happy over the fact that I think I can get into 3F!
*Woots!*

My level position is 100.
LOL!
Like very low,
but I've made a great improvement :)
At least compare to last year's 111..

So was kinda relieved?
Not really.
Was aiming to be in top 10 next year (as in the class position).
Cause I really wanna go TAIWAN!
LOL!

Hmm..
Today went to TPYCC (:
Was simply going there to listen and do nothing =.='''

---Blah Blah Blah---

After that,
trained back to Woodlands.
And saw Xin Hui there,
and chatted with her :)

Yea,
tomorrow still gotta wake up early,
shall end here then..

Bye people!

Think of the laughter,

it is so going to end now..

Think of the disagreement,

there is going to come to a stop..

Think of the friendship,

it will never,

but still continue to let us walk down the path..

Once a 2H'ian('09),

forever a 2H'ian :D

Flared up

2009-10-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy to type anymore things about today..

Will be the words that I wanna say..

Just that I'm tired to walk all the way from Admiralty to Causeway Point,

which took me 45 minutes.

Was kind of emo-ing on the way..

Almost get knocked down by a lorry.

~~How I wish I had..~~

When almost reached home,

bouught a bottle of milk tea for $1.50,

which I finished it by 1 gulp.

Can see how thirsty I was.

I took 1h 15 min to finish the whole "journey"..

Shall end here.

Bye (:

What is the point of striving hard when you don't see it?

You only find fault in me no matter what I do!

So I rather be the rotten apple since you do want me to be like that.

The rotten apple in your heart all along.

What do you want be to do?

How can I be the daughter that you won't find fault in?

There's no point of saying sorry when you don't even accept..

2009-10-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

(Isolated..)

I'm back from the squad meeting?

Something liddat..

Reached to Sun Plaza quite earlier.

Think I'm 20 minutes earlier.

So "shop" around with a lot of shops still closed.

---Blah Blah Blah---

After the so-called meeting,

went to have lunch.

Actually plan to have cup noodle again,

but dunno why,

today find that the price so expensive!

Rawr!

Think I'll avoid eating it often already..

So went to Fairprice to buy 1.5Litre of Winter Melon tea for

$1.30 ONLY!

Was actually thinking of buying Green tea,

buy after much consideration,

better don't!

---Blah Blah Blah---

Went to Wei Kian house,

saw Wei Hock mopping the floor?

LOL!

---Blah Blah Blah---

Wei Kian go get his bicycle and off we went to Eileen's house!

Cycled for a while and let others ride it.

I think it's been like 5-6 years I've rode a bicycle.

But not bad,

at least I remembered how to ride it,

unlike SOMEONE...

---Blah Blah Blah---

Reached Eileen's house,

was liddat which one is her apartment.

Chuan Hong gave us the wrong one =.='''

And found her already,

tricked the 2 person downstair that we can't find.

But unsuccessful :(

And you know what?

Her mother damn good!

Treat us drink Ice Lemon Tea.

*I think*

She poured 6 cups,

but only 3 cups were finished cause the other 3 people were on the ground floor.

And poor Guan Hoe,

think he is very thirsty..

And after that,

went to Chuan Hong house.

His house is like so near to Eileen's one!

LOL!

Went to quite a lot of people house today.

---Blah Blah Blah---

And off I went home since it is raining and that..

Because of some reason..

Train-ed to Admiralty,

and there rained quite heavily..

So no choice,

and that I've gotta bus-ed home =.='''

So that's the reason I'm crapping here.

END OF POST (:

Promises...

2009-10-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

~~FUCKER!~~
~~Wonder how the hell I gotta know such a FUCKER!~~
~~I at most only scold FUCK unless I got so angry till feel like saying out CB..~~
~~And think that FUCKER is the 1st so far..~~
~~Not only that attitude,~~
~~is like his totally son of a bitch!~~
~~Was trying to ignore,~~
~~however was unsuccessful because..~~
~~Forget it,~~
~~so what if I complain it all out?~~
~~What do I expect to happen then?~~
~~At most people will think I'm such a BITCH!~~

Okay,
finally posting a long long wordy post.
I think

Today class was totally slack till I dunno what to describe.
Was kind of emoing due to some reason =.='''

---Blah blah blah---

Finally,
the long long day was about to end,
lastly had assembly..

It was something like a concert,
and those people were from Echo Music.
*If not wrong*

And and and,
Nic,
from the MiLuBing came to our school!
LOL!
Didn't manage/bother to take picture since I was quite behind.
Plus the fact that I am lazy :x

Zoe and I was kinda mumbling,
why not Sam there also..
LOL!

Hahas..
Tomorrow gotta go Sembawang for lot of stuff!
Discuss this and that,
maybe shop around?
I don't think there got anything to shop except CD shops!

Okay,
I think I've run out of things to post,
shall end here.

Here's my result,
it sucks damn lot!

ENG: 55/100 C5
MATHS: 90/100 A1
SCI: 60/100 B4
HCL: 60/100 B4
LIT: 43.5/60 A2
GEO: 55.5/100 C5

Promises are meant to be keep, not break...

Face the fact...

2009-10-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

LOL!
Just realise what a FAILURE I am...

Think I am so gonna fail my GEO!!
And maybe my Eng..
And my Sci,
OH NO!!
*Tears dropping down*

Haix..
These few days went to a lot of places!
But lazy to take photo..

Think my hope of getting into my desire class is so gonna be dashed :(
Yea..
Nevermind!
I must work hard in the upcoming year?
LOL!

School is as boring as usual,
it is simply singing lullaby to me ;o

After school,
train with Hui Min,
and chatted with her.
Think is 1st time train with her..
LOL!

After that,
went eat KFC at 888 Plaza.
LOL!
Nowadays eat a lot of oily food.
Think gotta run in order to burn away the fats.

Hmm..
Think this Sunday will run from my house to Chong Pang?
Anyone interested?
LOL!
And run back?
LOL!

Suddenly addicted to a song,
thanks to...
*smiling to myself*
Damn nice :D
LOL!

Gotta go,
with lots of loves,
AMANDA is going :(

Being great is not being loved,

however,

being loved is great..

If by looking at the sky and smile to yourself makes you feels better,

why not?

At least,

it will brighten up your day..

Every time I close my eyes,

I'll think about it (:

A simple smile will do.

-巧乔

Study study study...

2009-10-09T16:30:00.003+08:00

Left with 2 more papers to go!!
Yea!!

Today had Maths paper,
was quite easy,
but didn't manage to do 2 questions..
Rawr!
7 marks bye bye already :(

After the paper,
had lunch/breakfast.
2 in 1, not bad.
Quite salty..

Yup,
then go buy bubble tea before going back to school.
Went back to school with Guan Hoe keep asking all kind of weird question.
Reached school,
bubble tea haven drank finish,
went back to outside library.

~~Shit that teacher,~~
~~she can go outside the staffroom to teach right?~~
~~WTH?~~
~~Sweet drinks only,~~
~~like other people never.~~
~~From the starting you saw already,~~
~~you can say right?~~

Haix..
Kayz..
Then start revising,
in the end,
I was the one doing all the work.

Or should I say,
I forgot all about science..
So they help me.

Not bad,
at least manage to remember those easy one already.

And in order to thank one people,
no choice,
gotta change for the time being..
:(
THANKS PEOPLE!

Hahs..
Shall end here ^^

NO comments..

2009-10-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

When I look up in the sky,

what do I see?

Nothing but you..

You've gained my trust,

but betrayed it..

From the day you've say you can't do it,

it already end.

It is not only a full stop,

but an exclamation mark.

Picture and off I'll go.

2009-09-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

Shall end here,

bye!

Last post, and its a promise (:

2009-09-27T21:29:00.001+08:00

Yup,
I seriously cannot resist the temptation =X

LOL!
Today went for grading.
Do not wanna crap about what is going on during the grading.
Nothing much to say,
only that I sparred with Natalie!!
Hahahs ^^

So shall skip.

---Blah Blah Blah---

Went home,
put down all my belongings,
and that stupid contact lens,
and off I went to Causeway Point!!

Actually was planning to find Choc7's CD,
in the end,
bought an MP4!!
So that means that I've gotta give one of my MP3 to my Mom.

LOL!
Since I told her before that I'm gonna give her as birthday present,
don't think it is too late ;x
At least I remembered.

Okie,
shall tell you guys tomorrow in school more stuffs.
Bye people.
~~This blog is not dead!!~~

Oh!
Today,
I found out someone is such an
OLD OLD OLD BIG MOUTH DOG!!

7 more days to EOY!!

2009-09-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

7 more days to End of Year,
and this is no longer any kiddo's play!
I gotta depend on this result to decide which class I've gotta go next year!!

So I am now so STRESS!
Gotta buck up,
even though I am still using computer..

Finished my DnT artefact,
journal halfway done.
Maths revised till somewhat understand,
however,
somehow I still dunno how to do some question which seems so simple..

Hehs..

Yesterday my mommy birthday,

had one quarter of the cake,

but wondering how coming I'm still this thin and short =.='''

At least lemme grow taller I also happy :(

By the way,

got a good news (:

I've grow taller!!

By 1 cm =.='''

At least grow taller is better than none,

so this means that I'm now 160cm!!!

Okay,

that's all shall end here ^^

Emotional unstable..

2009-09-21T12:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm..
I'm now down with flu,
and maybe that is partially a reason why I don't wanna go to Mrs Tan's house..

Wonder who are going??
LOL!

Nowadays,
find that I am quite emo-ish..
For I dunno what reason..

Hmm..
Think is due to some stress..
And I hope so.
I do not wish not knowing the reason for being so emo these days...

Fine,
okay,
lets talk about today,
went to MacDonald to have my breakfast!!
Dad treated me!!
It had been a long time ever since they allow me to go fast food restaurant!!
So should be glad about that.

Oh no!
Soon,
End of Year exam is coming,
and I have not study!!
Gosh!
Hope I can pass my English this time round,
or at least,
teacher can moderate the whole level instead of moderating that class but not this class!

Life is always like this.

It will never please ones at all,

Or should I say,

ones will never be please with their life..

IN-COMPLETE

2009-09-19T12:42:00.007+08:00

B-ITCHINESS, IMPERFECTION-IST, COMPLICAT-ION, SAD-DIST.

That is me.
The fuckest FAILURE that ever exist in this world..

My life is always so IN-COMPLETE..

Who knows what I am thinking,
no one ever does..

LIFE IS NEVER FAIR!

我拥有与众不同的人生，

但不代表我的人生好到哪里去...

所以别计较谁对谁错。

每一个人的人生就是像一场游戏，

总有输有赢，

只是赢家是谁罢了...

我在这场游戏完了那么久，

已算是遥遥领先了，

但，

当游戏已从归于零，

我的胜算就没那么的大。

乘至不在我的范围内...

Blog...

2009-09-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings!
I'm back into actions!

Okay..
Now,
I'm thinking of whether or not to create a private blog..

Yea,
it is kinda random but suddenly feel like sharing my certain thoughts with only certain people..
As I don't feel like posting my own personal thought to everyone.
It is like publishing my own weakness to the whole world..

And you will not know when the invisible people might backstab you.
You are in the daylight, whereas your enemy is in the dark.
They know you more well than you know them..

Yup,
I admit that I am a bitch,
I'm imperfect,
and my life is just complicated.

So I'm just nobody but a girl whose a FAILURE.
Canss?
Happy?
If you are,
jolly well don't agitate me again!

What is the point of saying others without considering about yourself?
No one is perfect.
Even a perfection-ist isn't perfect at all!!
So?
Think about yourself.
This may sounds like what a primary school kiddo may say,
but,
I think there is no other thing I can say about you..

Maybe last post for this month..

2009-09-16T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hey people!
LOL!

This may be my last post before EOY.
Yupp,
not gonna post much cause I am going to study for the EOY!

Although it may seem far,
but it is actually quite near.
LOL!

Shall end here (:
Good luck to everyone for your upcoming exams!!

Whoo!

2009-09-14T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hahas..

Finally post pictures which I'm lazy to update all the time ;x

Enjoy the photos! ^^

Back here (:

2009-09-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

Yupp back to here,
gotta post lots of stuff..

And just gotta know that I'm can be so damnit BITCHY if I wanna be.
Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
Hmm..

LOL!
Yesterday stayed in school for the Survivathon preparation..
Hahas...
And right,
it was the first time I dreamed in school!!
Woots!
*Clap hands

LOL!
Okay,
maybe I'm being too high =.='''

Yupp,
shan't elaborate much here..
Just that I quite pissed off today,
yesterday was actually quite fine :D
*Thinking back yesterday & smile to herself

LOL!
For I dunno what reason,
I felt that I've change ~~a lot~~..
*Sigh

Nevermind,
guess you guys won't notice since I'm quite anti-social in class (in Secondary only).
~~So those AIPS don't cough~~

I've change like all my mindset!
Wow?!

Hmm..
Lemme give you an example,
Last time,
I just simply find that singing plus dancing,
or practically dancing is sucha lame stuff?
But now?
Find that dancing are COOL!

Especially,
Lockin, Breakin & Poppin!!

Oh!
And Beat-Box is so COOL too!!
Rawr!!

Okay,
forget it,
don't think you guys understand what I'm talking.

I've made a decision..
I shall post 2 times a days as long as I use my computer!

把那些不愉快的事情

全都抛出脑后

从今天，

我下定决心，

要让自己活得更充实！

不管别人的冷嘲热讽，

尽情把自己的所有投入在所做的事。

我终于领悟到了这点，

也希望不会太迟...

我真的很感谢你让我领悟到这点，

我会以您为榜样！

从来都不放弃，

坚持了三年，

终于不负众人所望，

脱瘾而出！

子曰：“不患人知不己之，患不知人也。”

Izzit?

2009-09-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back again.

Hahahas...

Hehs..

I think,

today no more pictures to post..

Wait,

I check if there is any photo that I haven't uploaded yet :D

Oh!

There is still a few photo I haven't upload,

but it is quite a few weeks ago..

Nevermind.

Got upload better than none..

For information,

some of the photos are some sort 自恋，

so you don't wanna view also can,

LOL!

I don't wanna type anymore,

shall let photos do the talking :D

( I love my new headphone!!)

Pictures

2009-09-08T15:15:00.001+08:00

Yea!

Its been a long time since I post picture..

I've been very busy nowadays for I dunno what reason..

Wish that I have enough time to finish my homeworks,

but not keep using computer play play and play..

LOL!

Remember that I went to CCHM on Saturday for the CSI.

It was like so lame?

LOL!

I only pity the "dead body".

But over all,

the game is boring!

Didn't really enjoy it.

Cause we spent a lot of time finding a place which the clue provided is so NO LINK!

So it was not surprise that we got nothing,

but a consolation prize..

LOL!

Better than nothing..

Hahas..

Hmm..

Like nothing to post anymore,

I don't feel like posting my result for Common Test 2.

Yup,

so I think that is it.

So shall end my post here.

I love AIPS <33

2009-08-31T19:59:00.000+08:00

Yea!
I can finally post here normally :D

Wahahaha!
LOL!
I'm crazy,
cause too over excited =X

Yea!
Today went back to AIPS.
Love there.
All teachers who taught me remembered my name!!
~~(except Mr Andrew, but he got impression of me)~~

Went there,
saw lots of people :D

Yupp..
But,
in the end,
went to have our lunch with Ying Yi, Gao Shan, Alison, Li Rong, Talya, Zi Yue and Jasmine :D

Yea!!
Hahas..

Went back to AIPS,
feel as though I've travelled through time.
Look at there,
I remembered what I've done what at which place..

Looking back at those times,
I suddenly felt that I'm young once again.
No matter good or bad memorises,
it is still the memories that AIPS had left for me.
I'll treasure it deep in my heart..

Hahas..
You know what?
The people whom I used to ~~hate~~ dislike suddenly seemed to be a best friend of mine.
Is like they know me better than those in Secondary.
(PS: No offence)

Is that they know me for 6 years,
therefore they know what to do and what not to do in front of me,
but now?

Haix..

Forget it..
Nobody know in my current me that well after all..
I've done nothing but just being myself,
yet what I've got back?

You know what?
I sudden felt that a young innocent child is better to be friend than a teenager.
You may as me why,
but it is just how I feel.

A very good example is from Lional.
He said all sort of nonsense which I don't like,
but when I say him back,
he is like laughing so happily and continue without showing any emotion of him not happy.
However if compared to a teenager,
when you said him/her,
they will surely scold you, attitude you or even use vulgar/violent.

So in comparison,
children are much much better.
They may not know much stuff,
however,
they will treat you with sincerity as they are still innocent.

Hmm..
LOL!
Forget it.
It is what I've think therefore making me anti-social..

Go to
http://www.ch0colatecookie.onsugar.com/
to look at the photo I've taken today.

Lazy post here.
Shall end here.

Blog

2009-08-26T15:17:00.004+08:00

LOL!
I dunno whether is the blogger's problem or my laptop problem..

It just seems that there is something wrong with the blogger,
so I can't upload photo!!

Rawr!!
Nevermind,
shall post on another blog :D

CLICK HERE
and off you go!!

POST!!

2009-08-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

Forget it!!

Blogger still have that stupid problem..
I still can't upload photo!!
Totally give up on it!!

Nevermind,
shall post other place =.='''

Pissed off!!
Seriously..

But this is a short post to say that ~~I'm~~ this blog not dead :D

Hmm..
You know what?

I am so gonna fail most of my subjects for CT2..
This CT is so difficult!!
Gonna be crazy sonner or later..

Haix..
Shall end my short post here..

WTH?

2009-08-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

Blogger seems to keep having problems.
Nevermind,
created 2 more blogs :D

Hmm..
If blogger still have anymore problems,
I'll post there,
cause I sometimes post picture,
but now..

Haix..

Okie,
updated!
And do keep here lively!!

I dun wanna to have a dead blog..

Last post before Common Test

2009-08-05T19:08:00.003+08:00

As you guys know that Common Test is drawing nearer and nearer,
so I won't be using computer nowadays.

So no using of computer means no blogging.
So this blog will be dead unless you guys keep tagging me yea?

OMG!
I got a pervertic guy who added my in MSN,
and talk horny stuff with me.

Is like so ewwwww!

So I wanna ask here if anyone know whose MSN is
samkhoo1992@hotmail.com.

Okay,
settle everything already..
=.='''

But I still wanna know,
cause if I really know that guy,
his really gonna be a dead meat.

By the way,
stupid Chuan Hong!
Rarw you!

Kay shall end my post here :D

看着你，

我不知我为何有种莫名其妙的感觉。

我好讨厌自己这样。

嫉妒心强却不敢表达出来，

这样好痛苦啊！

有时看着你离去的背影就好像站在山上，

望着海里的鱼儿。

我不知道你怎么想，

我也不要知道，

我只要着讨厌的感觉赶快消失。

我只知道你曾问过我，

为何那么迷明星，

我却迟迟不开口。

那是因为我要麻醉自己，

让自己不那么地沉迷于你...

NAPFA

2009-07-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

Oh no!
My NAPFA result will be so...
No comment,
only that got a lot of distraction during the test =.='''

Kay..
My phone all photo deleted,
so don't think got anymore photo to post here =.='''
( Means that all those that I secretly took all vanish. )

Haix..
Waste my time take Jasper phone..
All thanks to that memory card =.='''

Rawr!
Nevermind,
still got some photo saved in my phone
*evil grin*

Think someone still not safe.
Wahahahahaha!

LOL!
Crazy now,
for I dunno what reason,
nothing to post,
can think of nothing now,
brain run out of brain juice =.='''

Hmm..
Only remember that Maths lesson,
Miss Tan never come for lesson.
Everyone thought she never some school,
so never look for her,
but at 1109,
she walked into classroom,
and the bell rang.

I was like..
So no comment.
It like so exact?

Zzz..
Passed up homework :D
I'm a good girl cans??

Yupp,
shall end my wordy and crappy post now.

ATC's over!

2009-07-27T19:55:00.004+08:00

ATC was over!!
Somehow missed it,
cause have a stupid fever on the 2nd day ;X

At first planned to eat Mac after we break camp,
but due to that fever..
Forget it...

Sounds weird,
but yesterday had fever.
Highest around 38.9,
but today morning dropped to 36.8.
So no choice went back to school.

Saw the symtoms of H1N1,
was kinda similiar from what I have.
Flu, cough, fever (38.0) and sore throat.

Nevermind..
At least now I healthy as ever!

Only quite dizzy,
think don't have enough sleep?
I think..

And and and,
I still can't upload my stupid photos!!!
Rawr!

Nevermind,
shall end my post here :D

Post!

2009-07-21T21:12:00.001+08:00

Eh..
This template like got something wrong,
so I don't think that I can post any pictures :(

So I think will the template is okay already,
then I'll post picture :D

Shall end here :D

No idea of what to post..

2009-07-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

Just update this blog for the sake of updating.
Don't really know what to update about.

Tomorrow is grading for taekwondo..
A bit of scare cause I don't really know the steps :X

Hmm..
Okay..
End of post?

给我勇气给我奇迹。

我是007!

2009-07-14T20:37:00.002+08:00

I'm back!
Hahas..

I'm in love with guns!
Yea!
Hahas..

Had dry shoot yesterday..
I am so damn stupid cans?
The stupid revolver is not dangerous to me at all,
yet I somehow managed to injured myself.
Rawr!

And right,
the worst is that it is the finger which my nail somehow manage to wriggle out of.

Stupid!
And got my shoes black within one day.
Call me a PRO!
Wahaha!

LOL!
And now,
the remains of my post is specially for someone,
so you don't feel like carry on reading,
you are welcomed :D

Please don't quit NP!
We can't afford to lose another squadmates!
After 1 year,
I'm sure that we have bonded,
and that we treat all as brothers and sisters.

At most we help you and that is it.
I'm sure the others will think this way,
it is better to have more than lesser squadmates :D

I've broken the promise I've promised myself..

How??

But I know that its wrong to continue this way..

Somebody please save me from this disaster I've made for myself!!

PIANG & YOU DIE..

2009-07-10T19:11:00.012+08:00

Before I post anything,
shall upload CHEW WEI KIAN photo as request in my tagboard.

Wahaha!
Eileen look already confirm drool all over my blog after seeing this picture!
OMG!
Eileen dun spam me!!

Kays..
School as usual.
Nothing much to say..
So shan't mention much about it..

After school,
homed with Fang Qi :D
On our way home,
she keep mention about CH till I so desperate for some SOS!
Argh!

So sms-ed with some people(s).
LOL!
Then suddenly Eileen sms-ed ,e ask me if I'm going home not..
I was like =.='''
Other than home,
where could I go??
LAME!

Ask her why,
she said nothing.
Think she wanna go home with PIPI but dun dare to ask :P
LOL!

Yupp,
tricked Man Yun that I stayed in Sembawang,
and she didn't believe me..
Too bad..
But she dunno where I stay!
Wahahahahahahaha!

LOL!
Now I really think that my brain's wire somehow got some disconnection..
Zzz...
Cause can suddenly become high,
then suddenly so serious.

Hmm..
Think still haven't forget the SANA course that time's Amanda.
Still as high as ever..
LOL!

Oh!
And right,
I told Fang Qi that I'll post this big big on my blog.

I'M A VAMPIRE WHO SUCK MY OWN BLOOD!!

LOL!

Injure my finger again.
But this time is my index finger instead of my middle finger.
In order prevent losing of blood,
I sucked my finger? =.='''

Eh joking joking
Is due to some reason of course.

The feeling of having 5 fingers,
but can only use 4 fingers is kinda weird?
Yea,
think can describe as that.

After that..

---BLAH BLAH BLAH---

Went home,
get everything ready,
and off to Yishun ~~again~~ to find(?) JAMIE!

Zzz..
There goes my high-ness again =.='''

Yupp,
then took some photo of her :D

(Happily looking :D)

(Wow! What's that?)

(Hello?)

(Camera shy..)

(What? Oh no, got cheated!)

(Lie to me.. I dun friend you!)

Okie,
that's lame.

You know what?
Yesterday had conversation with my beloved squadmates,
had some funny conversation.
Look below:

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
Piang

` --- Ŵεε ρέиğ™ ------ iĐioƬ тaи вaқa™ ------ th-retarded--baka.bs --- ` ; --[[ NDP'09! We Make It Happen! ]]-- said:
I REVIVE AGAIn

` --- Ŵεε ρέиğ™ ------ iĐioƬ тaи вaқa™ ------ th-retarded--baka.bs --- ` ; --[[ NDP'09! We Make It Happen! ]]-- said:
AND I DIE AGAIN

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
See my gun so good

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
Piang piang

` --- Ŵεε ρέиğ™ ------ iĐioƬ тaи вaқa™ ------ th-retarded--baka.bs --- ` ; --[[ NDP'09! We Make It Happen! ]]-- said:
I BACK

` --- Ŵεε ρέиğ™ ------ iĐioƬ тaи вaқa™ ------ th-retarded--baka.bs --- ` ; --[[ NDP'09! We Make It Happen! ]]-- said:
AND I GONE

[c=12]` Daryl - [/c] said:
haha next monday got shooting

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
My imaginary gun damn good leh

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
Piang 2 times

BABY!!! I LUV U !! IM WAITING FOR U!!!(LYRICS)=> BECOS IM STUPID) HAHA... IT MEANS AS IM STUPID IN LUV...(I THINK SO..) said:
eh...

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
2 people die

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
LOL

[c=12]` Daryl - [/c] said:
mine military top-range ak-47 assault rifle

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
1 gonna revive

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
=.='''

~ ♥,amanda™ ~ [ 我是STUPID ONG NOOBIE™ ] { ch0colatecookie.blogspot.com } said:
SOON

[c=12]` Daryl - [/c] said:
bang x 100

[c=12]` Daryl - [/c] said:
all die

The most stupid conversation started by me!!
LOL!
Of course got edit some,
cause its both private and confidential :D

Look at the below video of Jamie.
Is so damn cute!
With or without the sound makes no difference cause is her movements cute :D

有种爱是牺牲其中一方，

我现在就在牺牲自己不爱你...

Finally Back

2009-07-08T21:35:00.006+08:00

Okay..

I'm finally back after MIA for quite long..

Before starting anything,

I'll be broke by the end of July.

There are so many people I gotta buy their presents,

and yet I've not enough money.

Or should I say that I dunno where I've stuffed my money =.='''

Today school was boring..

Except Literature.

It pass so far!

Maybe due to me copying the notes damn slow.

Hmm..

Finally can post picture!

(Surprise? I promised you that I'll post it here. Wahahaha!)

(I so love this word!)

(Okay. That's lame..)

Warning!

The content below may cause some discomfort =.='''

(Like I said you'll see ghost..)

(Me very hardworking already!)

Just for information,

I'm not 自恋 kays?

Dun be upset about what has pass.

Cause you can never change the history..

Look towards the bright side,

and all the luck will be with you.

Dun feel bad towards her anymore,

cause she doesn't even care about it anymore.

It only hurt yourself very worse.

Be brave and cheerful in front of her,

and that's the only way to make her feel bad about what she had done to you..

So cheer up kays?

Promise me that your promise will never be broke again..